tonight was awesome! I def. got laid, and it was very much needed. I love hanging out with Ian. he's the best man in the world. and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him

but i'm going to bed now

Ian i love you

right now i'm not in a very good mood... my throat hurts, i'm exhausted, i can't sleep, no one is talking to me on AIM, and i miss ian ( Read more... )

well, the past few days have been okay...I'm sick again, with another bad cold. Lori (my step mom) said that I should take my alergy med. every day, but i don't know if it was just for my hives or what. I get hives because I'm allergic to sleep. Yes, it's a real thing. I'm not sure why I all of a sudden got allergic to it, but it sucks ( Read more... )

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

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I'm not in a very happy mood today, and I don't know why. maybe because I realized that vacation is going to be over soon? Maybe because I don't feel well? Maybe because I miss Ian? I don't know. It could be a number of things. I just feel very very sad, like I just wanna be alone for a few hours, laying on my bed, listening to sappy songs, crying ( Read more... )

Today sucked-------------------------------

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it's quarter to 10 and it's already 78* outside... I love it!! Let's see... what's going on today.. I'm going to Kennebunk to get my car in better shape. Make it "not sick" as my mom says. i'm getting an oil change and a front end alignment. I havn't changed my oil since august and you're supposed to do it every 3 months. lol so yeah, my oil is ( Read more... )

Okay...... Thursday I didn't wanna go to school... so when i got there i saw courtney and she was skipping 1st block, so i decided to go with her... we went to the beach and all that great stuff, then she and i went back to school for 3-6 and i saw nikki... and she and i decided to skip 3-6 after my 3-6 teacher saw mw... well... i got to my mom's ( Read more... )