what a crazy week. two moves and a new job. im totally exhausted. went to lani's party on saturday night with unlimited beer and yet i still did not get way drunk. what the fuck!?! we had a bbq at my new house on sunday with those cute nz boys! i hate the way i still feel extremely sad and empty inside even when there is so much going on. i ( Read more... )

it is now gone crystal.

so after having a really really emo day thinking about adam, i ended up having a fun night last night. my ex from the coast rang me to say he was in brisbane, so i went and hung out with him for awhile. it was nice! then i was made to go see shrek 2, i really didnt want to see that movie, but it was rad!!!! the cat in it is so cute. after that ( Read more... )

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someone come and see sommerset and gyroscope with me at the zoo tomorrow night. everyone is going to within blood. grrr.

the past couple of weeks have been crazy and much fun. right now i am so confused. i dont know whether i am ready to leave brisbane, but i have a good opportunity to do so. if i do go, i am leaving a lot of people that i have come to love in a short time. i wish i wasnt such an indecisive person. i also realise just how much i still miss adam ( Read more... )

hahahah i just got asked out by a guy who works here via email. apparently he came to my desk but i was at lunch. i dont even know who he is! i told my friend about it and she said there is at least 3 guys that wanna ask me out here but she wont tell me who they are cause they told her in confidence! damn. just what i needed...an ego boost.

The lovely people that I have been working with just had a morning tea for my last day here and now i feel sick from eating cake! everyone here is so lovely and i will be sad to say goodbye to them. what other place am i going to work where i discuss the sealed sections in cosmo with 40 year olds? last night was nothing special. at one time ( Read more... )

i got woken up this morning by a dream in which i was speaking to adam and he was saying he missed me and stuff and you know how you wake up and you think something is real and you are happy, then you realise its a dream and you just feel so sad? i hate that. today is my second last day at this place and i am actually really going to miss it. i' ( Read more... )

my day is looking up, shelley just gave me a cosmo and cleo that got sent to the company and i get to keep them...forever...hell yeah. there is a sealed section on sex moves he secretly craves...should be interesting, maybe i can pick up some tips? why the hell is scott not emailing me today, im so fucking bored. at least i have something to read ( Read more... )