this has been the hardest time in my life i thought maybe youd be here for me in my sobrietity but no. i know i fucked up how many times, but atleast i can finally say my head is clear and i know how i feel. i havent used anything for so long now, im sorry i got drunk that night. im sorry for everything. but that's not what its "all about" for me.
maybe if you would have taken the time to just sit and talk with me; you would understand.
you were right, i dont even know anymore what i did crystal, those years are all a blur to me but i know you were my best friend and i havent had another since you but im sorry for whatever i did i would like to talk to you sometime...it would help if i knew to talk about it but that wasnt me it was the drugs and alcohol. ive been off everything almost a year, no drugs or even drinking. i miss you so incredibly much you will never know.
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this has been the hardest time in my life i thought maybe youd be here for me in my sobrietity but no. i know i fucked up how many times, but atleast i can finally say my head is clear and i know how i feel. i havent used anything for so long now, im sorry i got drunk that night. im sorry for everything. but that's not what its "all about" for me.
maybe if you would have taken the time to just sit and talk with me; you would understand.
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