Comments | kilmeonthenside: Yesterday wasn't a good day to be alive.

kilmeonthenside

Yesterday wasn't a good day to be alive.

Jun 27, 2005 10:15

For all I did yesterday, I could have been dead and made more progress. Yesterday was completely wasteful, and everything I did ended up being complete crap. Everything turned out bad. I'm not overexaggerating either. Every single thing. I hate people, men in general, because they don't know how to use the phone. Every problem I had yesterday had ( Read more... )

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kristinasoemo June 27 2005, 21:11:47 UTC

It's okay, I love you. I'm not mad, I was just a little hurt. DON'T YOU EVER CRY OVER ME. Not worth it, no one is worth making you cry. Especially me, because I love you.

He doesn't know what he is missing. He is lost. He will know one day. It's going to get better.

You can't be sad, you are my strength. When your lost I am lost with you. God this sounds Lame. But really, I don't know how long it takes to be okay again but I hope it's soon. For you and for me.

kilmeonthenside June 27 2005, 22:43:34 UTC

I AM SO GLAD YOURE NOT MAD AT ME. I was crying for like 3 hours because I didn't want to lose you as a friend. Seriously, I love you so much. You are so dear to me. I guess I have to tell you the situation that I was in, even though it's not excuse, I didn't want to hurt you EVER. I don't want to hurt you. You've been hurt enough and you don't deserve that. I don't know what I was thinking. Actually, I WASN'T THINKING. I was hysterical, I was lost, I was...crushed. I can't begin to explain to you how bad my day had been, and talking to him just pushed me over the edge. I won't ever ever do anything to hurt you ever again. I know it was small, but I really don't want to hurt you. Even slightly. That's not okay. I can't keep telling you how bad I feel. I couldn't explain. haha Ask Karri, she was about ready to smack me probably. I am glad you still love me, because I still love you, and I'd almost rather you be mad than hurt, because I don't want to hurt you because I love you too much. I know too much about you to do that to you, and I ( ... )

bones0nfire June 29 2005, 09:16:40 UTC

IM glad you want to hurt me so much.

kilmeonthenside June 29 2005, 15:50:39 UTC

the feelings must be mutual.

kilmeonthenside June 29 2005, 15:53:43 UTC

ps. you need to read more carefully. and/or think before you speak. i did not say i WANTED to hurt you, i said i wanted you to feel what i felt. which is hurt. which is crushed. you wouldnt treat me the way you do if you felt what i felt.