I absolutely love that expression ( Read more... )

i can do is cry lately.

getting drunk with your boy is wonderful. even if you suck at quarters.

i love everything right now. everything is perfect.

and liz-e-beah-thuh i love you like none other. you are the bff i love for all my life.

st lou-eyyyyy on the morrow. fuck yes.

<3 heather

well you know whats cool? being home by yourself on thanksgiving and having nothing to do.

oh and your dad slamming your foot in a door till the point of almost breaking it.

thats whats cool.

oh i missed one. and the cops telling me that i have to deal with it and theres "no perfect way for parenting." you memorized that, didnt you?

this past week or so has been a lot better. there are still some things id rather not know about that kill me every time i hear them, but i have to keep reminding myself that its ME he loves. i keep having to have other people tell me, and keep telling myself. i hate that, its so hard for me to trust people, and when i do, they always end up ( Read more... )

things continue to drag down. i dont know what it is. things can seem so hopeful, so easy, so close to good, and just when its close enough to where you can taste it, its abruptly ripped away and not returned for a LONG time ( Read more... )

whats the use when your love is wasted ( Read more... )

well to top things off on my list of awesome things, i just hit a button on the keyboard and deleted the post i was about to make that took me a half an hour to write. man if things could get any better, well, no they couldnt.

these past two weeks have been exceptionally stressful. i try to show people respect who respect me. i try to help people ( Read more... )

lately things have been weird. i havent been thinking as much, but feeling much more than normal ( Read more... )

today was so weird ( Read more... )