horrible fucking day. fuck indiana.

For all I did yesterday, I could have been dead and made more progress. Yesterday was completely wasteful, and everything I did ended up being complete crap. Everything turned out bad. I'm not overexaggerating either. Every single thing. I hate people, men in general, because they don't know how to use the phone. Every problem I had yesterday had ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep at all the last couple of nights, which isn't that surprising. I was supposed to get up and paint before I left, and make about 20 important phone calls and I didn't, so I got yelled at by numerous people which isn't that surprising either. Go figure ( Read more... )

life is good right now.

Well I'm watching Jeepers Creepers, and it's about the worst horror movie ever made. I really don't know why I'm watching it other than pure boredom ( Read more... )

I'm just reading the lines they gave me from the pulpit.
And it's not fading off, we remember the years.
As we sift through the laughter to find all the tears.
And I'm not worthy of grievance, I did nothing to prevent this.
And standing at your grave, I could have caused this.

I DID cause this.

No matter how many attempts I ( Read more... )

oh yeah and bon fire this weekend equaled fun times 100,000,000 nice job steph.  happy birthday jade, i hope you had fun, cuz i sure as hell did.

**Currents**
 Chatting with: karri
On the phone with: karrison
Doing: talking on the phone with karri and typing for this survey.
Eating: pizza from frankos!
Watching: notta
Listening to: karris sexy voice
Looking at: me typing
Shirt: a blue and brown pj shirt
Underwear: boy shorts? is that how its spelled?
Sweatshirt/Jacket: not at this ( Read more... )

this weekend has been a drag.  ive been going out doing things and hanging out.  i guess it really hasnt been that bad, but my heart has just completely sunk. i feel really out of place and stuck. like no matter which direction you move in, its always wrong, and always ends up getting you even more stuck than you were when you first started out.

im ( Read more... )