GRRRRRRRAAAWWWWWRRRRRRRRRR GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROWWWWWLLLLL GRRRRRRRRRRRRR RAAWRGROOOWWWWLLLLLLLLL EEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGG RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRR GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRR GROWLLLLLLL GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRG EEEEEERRRRRRGROWL GRRRRRAWR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAWWWRRRRRAWRRAWRRAWR FRUSTRATTTIIOONNNN. FUCK YOOOOUUUUUU. STOP MAKING MY ANXIOUS ( Read more... )

I just have a complete lack of motivation to do anything. I'm sitting here. I've been sitting here for about 6 months now...doing absolutely nothing. In this time there are hundreds of things I have needed to do and havn't and its gotten me less and less motivated. I feel stuck. I feel like I'm never gonna get out of this. I feel like im lazy and ( Read more... )

If I could explain to everyone, the person that I am...I think it would surprise 99% of them ( Read more... )

OH! I am not CRAZY!

it is all if you PEOPLE.

I am in the right. and am aware when I am in the wrong. and that makes me in the right.

im tired of this. this world is going to make me SO tired.

I am on a lonely road and I am traveling ( Read more... )

so...i just re read my last entry and minus the sentence "ill be here waitinf for you to fuck me up again" i really still mean that...usually i go back and read entries and am like EW IM SO EMO GROSS EW. but that one was ok....the two before...ick...

so I leave for college in a day and a half...I'm frantically trying to remember to pack everything ( Read more... )

maybe everythings for a reason. cuz now my standards are gonna be sooo high ( Read more... )

then i read the last entry over again and I think ( Read more... )

I don't understand why the world is doing this to me ( Read more... )

me: i dunno sometimes andrew just lets me down...like i say to myself andrew is my best guy friend like i love him hes my
nick: :::makes pissy scrunchy face::: im your best guy friend!
me: well yeah but when you're gone i have to tell myself something
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me:awwww were you jeeaaalllouuusss
nick: (with zero sarcasm or embarassment)about what?...what?
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