i feel sad. idk why. i was thinking about Brittany on the bus ride home. i miss her alot. i looked to see if Milton updated his journal, since his life always seems worse than mine, but he didnt. then i started thinkign about friends from Florida and how i miss them and wish we hung out more. life is good, but i feel it now.

I figured while im here i might as well post something meaningful. So life has been mediocre. I had the whole baby scare thing which lasted about a week. During this time i discovered that i deal with stress by sleeping. My feelings for my g/f are fleeting, and i havnt seen her since 2 fridays ago. I just havnt been intrested in her since week 2. ( Read more... )

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My girldriend thinks shes pregnant, or so she says. My first reaction when she told me wasy "lying bitch." She says she dosnt want an abortion and i laid on the bed in order to reflect upon my situation. I dont belive in abortions, but to have a baby now would be horrendious. Im not financially stable, i have committment issues and i dont even like ( Read more... )

I got sick on turkey day and spent it asleep or tryign to sleep. so ive been in my house since trying to feel better, and my mouse stopped working. who knew the internet and gaming itself was far less intresting w/o a mouse? anyway im going crazy and im getting out of the house 2morrow whether it kills me or not ( Read more... )

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I thought it was about time to update this bad boy and reflect on my life a little. It's august and i don't know where the summer went. I wanted to spend time working out and losing some of the fat i have gained, btu that hasn't happened. I have promised myself that this Monday i will go with Rina. Speaking of Rina i have slept over her house for ( Read more... )

Went to warped tour sat with rina and her sister lisa. it was great despite all the 12 year olds throwing water bottles. the day started off bad with us missing chiodos because all of the stage signs look the same. other than that and rina getting hit in the eye with a bottle i enjoyed it. the pit for as i lay dying was humungo. my left ring finger ( Read more... )

Life is good. Suummer vacation is great, though nothing amazing has happened. Oh, wait, thats a lie. I GOT A WII!!! I might not leave the house anytime soon. It'll get worse once i figure out how to connect it to the internet.

Hey everyone. It has been some time since ive updated, but im pretty sure i say that each time i post an lj. So college is done for now and it was great. I met new people, but didnt bother to exchange #'s. there wasnt anyone really exciting, just people who help the day go by faster. I probably failed a class because i got the date for the final ( Read more... )