Theoretically, if your girlfriend didnt want to hold your hand in public because her ex might see you two, what would you think. Be honest.

Man are hispanics the fiesty bunch. For the past week and a half there have been at LEAST one fight a day. It always seems to be the dominicans though... Anyway today was particularly busy. There where 2 fights in my lunch room alone. The first one started because a group of guys were ruffhousing a little too much, and well one got serious and ( Read more... )

I AM RACIST. There i said it. I cant stand people of color. These kids at JFK are THE worst! The constant attitudes, ignorance and just plain disrespect is nausating. Especially the immigrants. They are the worst of them all. They think that just cuz they have a greencard, paved roads, electricity and indoor plumbing they can act up. Its the new ( Read more... )

life is OK. could be better, could be worse. work is the same. the minorities are still stupid. i havnt visited neutral ground much but im hoping to go 2morrow. ive been delaying on the college stuff but im def gonna finish it 2morrow. i got my acceptance papers and everything, my only concern is money.

This weekend i went to "The middle of fucking nowhere" New Jersey for a tournment. The train ride was about 2 hours and wasnt horrible. In the actual event i did poorly, posting a 3-3 standing. 2 of those matches were thrown out the window by me because apparently i do horribley when time is called and a judge is breathing down my neck. I had the ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Not much has happened since i last posted. Work is work. The children are just that, children. I havn't gone to neutral ground since states (i hope everyone remebers what i lent them cuz i sure as hell dont). The kids had today off due to elections. I still had to work. It wasnt bad. Me and the other male aides moved things although ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a pretty not good day. I didnt do as well as i would have liked to at States. I went 4-3, which isnt horrible, but 2 of those matches were a result of luck. Better to be lucky than good i suppose. Then on the train ride home, im changing my cd and my player slips out of my hand. i get up to check for it but when i dont see it, i look ( Read more... )

Work wasnt horrible. Kids had half a day so anytime w/o them is good time. Went to apple bees with victor and drew. was fun. Magic wasnt bad, got $20 because i cant win against terrible players. so all and all today was good, but then y do i feel so horrible? i started tearing up on the cab rid home. i feel like such a horrible person, and with ( Read more... )

I CALLED IT! This morning i told someone that it was going to be a bad day and it was! GO ME! My bad day starts off with my boss telling me mroe or less that i dont do my job, im going to be a fired and that im easily replaceable. Great. Then some kids try to get over me and such so i have to tell them to stfu. Worst of all i lose my Senses Fail ( Read more... )

Clearly i am the problem. It's my fault for all the problems we have. I should have never asked you out. I should have never told u how i felt about you. If i didnt we would have had a normal friendship. But now because of what ive done i have only complicated and probably ruined the best thing i had in my life, all because i was greedy. But u know ( Read more... )