I've been on a bit of a nostalgia kick lately. Problem is, I changed phones and phone numbers and I can't access half my accounts. Probably a good thing, but frustrating ( Read more... )

One year ago today I met the person I can't seem to forget no matter how hard I try. Nothing serious or memorable happened, we just were in the same place at the same time. I quoted something from Airplane! and he said it was one of his favorite movies. We talked about movies for a couple of hours then he had some "work stuff" to do. I didn't know ( Read more... )

I am still alive. Saw the therapist twice. She's leaving the state to - get this one - counsel returning soldiers for PTSD at an Army base. FML She set me up with a guy for next week. I'm canceling. I can cry at home for an hour for free ( Read more... )

So yeah. That didn't work out. Oh well. What can you do ( Read more... )

So yeah, it's been a month. That's how long I needed to pull myself out of my woe is me. Things haven't changed much. I'm still waiting for the bank to take their heads out of their collective asses. I'm not concerned about the mortgage because I need a new roof (that's another WTF, previous owner? that I'm not even going to bother with explaining ( Read more... )

Life just keeps kicking me. Last night after I insulted a friend via text message by saying I knew he wasn't attracted to me because I was fat, a man attacked me in the Walmart parking lot for not putting my cart away to his satisfaction. And I mean physically attacked me. He was yelling. I was ignoring him. I got in my car so he blocked my car in ( Read more... )

Remember when I said I wasn't wishing for Randy's marriage to end? I lied. It's not going to though. We talked again. He told me I was just a fantasy. I'm not a real person to him (he didn't say that). Things are better with his wife than they've ever been because his wife is finally realizing he's going to leave her and she's going to be alone. ( Read more... )

I was doing so well with the writing every day thing. I wish I could say I screwed up because I was doing other more productive things, but no. Well that's not entirely true...no, it's true. I didn't do much productive ( Read more... )

I am going to go to church this weekend. I don't know what church I'm going to go to, but yeah. Why? Because it's time for me to stop living alone in a cave and it was either a church or a bar. Lesser of two evils I think is the church. I've tried the internet things and they have some success. I've met some interesting people. I've made a really ( Read more... )

Before I begin I'd like to state that I am not trying to break up a marriage. I have no intention of taking any online relationship with anyone offline except if one of you wants to meet up to shoot the shit and possibly drink adult beverages. I'm not secretly preparing myself for moving to Kentucky ( Read more... )