i'm officially 22. Nothing feels different. Starting school soon and enjoying life. I feel lonely today, it's really strange. I haven't had any of these feelings in a very long time. I think I need a pick-me-up. I bought a beautiful beach cruiser the other day. I've wanted one SO bad so I went out and bought one. I'm going to go for a bike ride ( Read more... )

so much on my mind, all of the time ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. The thought of death is surrounding me, suffocating me ( Read more... )

I fell in love tonight. over and over again ( Read more... )

I find the most solace when I share my thoughts in here. The weather has been beautiful the last few days and it feels so good to feel the sun on my face and be able to roll the windows down. Life is always so uncertain, but I don't think I would want it any other way. I'm looking forward to my summer ahead and everything that goes along with it. ( Read more... )

Part of me has been refusing to write in here for some reason but right now I felt the sudden urge. I've been sick for over a month now and it's killing me. I'm about ready to lock myself inside until I fully recover ( Read more... )

who could have thought things could be so good? who thought I could be able to smile as much as I have been? well, I sure didn't ( Read more... )

Sitting in bed, unable to sleep. This seems to be an every-other-night routine lately ( Read more... )

the calmness, the stability is welcomed with open arms. I breathe so much easier these days.

so many words are eager to spread across these pages.

maybe tomorrow.

it seems so easy to complicate things, when life can be so simple. They say with every end comes a new beginning. There is a reason things ended, and ended the way they did. I was becoming gray. I had lost everything I was, I had lost my passion and drive. I had lost my heart. With this new endeavor, I am constantly on a venture of learning and I ( Read more... )