What Hurts The Most ( Read more... )

I went to Bruce's house last night. It was nice. I watched him and Bob play darts. Then Bruce and I went to his room and he showed me how to play the x-box. That was pretty cool. I kicked his ass in Kick-Boxing. LOL Pretty good for first time player. After that we watched a little tv and then I went home. It felt good to be in his presents ( Read more... )

Long weekend. Friday I went to Laura's house till 12. Well I wasn't there the whole time cause she kept Andrew while I went out. I was only gone for like an hour though. We got home and I slept till 4. Then was up all day Saturday at work. Saturday night I went to my aunts party. It was awsome. I got a few things. After that we went to ( Read more... )

I have been up since 3:50 am. I am so tired. I got to work this morning and the bread man hit my car. So I had to call and report it. Of course Bruce has to come out and do the report. It was the first time that I have seen him since last Wednesday. It was nice but it also sucked cause he still went his own way. He was only doing his job. I ( Read more... )

Lately I've been runnin ( Read more... )

It's been 2 days since we have talked. I was doing ok till I thought about what day it was. He don't have Brucie tonight so now all I can think about is who is he going to have over cause he don't know how to be alone. I guess it's really none of my business. But It's not that easy to move on after just two days. I wish it was that easy. On ( Read more... )

K Friday night I told Bruce that we needed to slow down till he knows what he wants for his son. Well he took it as I wanted to break up. That's not what I wanted at all. I cried all night. I'm ok now, but it still hurts. I gave him my heart and now he has tore it in two. He always said everything happens for a reason. I'm just hoping that ( Read more... )

Well It's been 3 days since I told Bruce that we needed to slow down. I didn't really mean it he just has me so messed up right now that I don't know what to do. We had a fallen out cause he's still scared to have Brucie around me. I'm ok with taking it slow with him. What I'm not ok with is being introduced as a friend of the family. I didn't ( Read more... )

I haven't had much time to come and write in this thing. There has been a lot of shit going on. I am the happiest I have been in a long time. Christmas was great. Timmy came down he took Andrew for a couple of days. So I had a little bit of free time to myself. Nice. When he brought him home on Friday we all went to dinner. Me, him, Jennifer ( Read more... )

Friday night and the moon is high ( Read more... )