my life is good right now i mean there is SOME stress because caleb and me got back together!!!! and i said he could be friends with those people who hurt me! well he did and his mom (who has been crazy lately because of the pain she is in) read his text messages and got pissed and caused some drama but i told her to stop because i just want to be ( Read more... )

my life isnt perfect right now...but who's is??? i left keith for caleb and then broke up with caleb to see if he would care....well people have to ruin lives so he hates me now i tried gettin over caleb by ryan but ryan isnt anything special to me he is just a guy. i want my kelkel back and everyone is telling me "no" "he isnt good enough for me" ( Read more... )

i broke up with keith....i needed some space...i was tired of fighting...but kelkel make me happy and i can have fun and be myself around him! i love it! last night we went to his house and had sooo much fun...of course i drank way too much but he took care of me (as he always does) it was nice being hyper and just not caring what anyone thought! i ( Read more... )

Santa....i tried to be the best i could this year...i have had hard times and good times but all together i tried looking on the brighter side of things! i have hard times to come and i know that but luckly i think i will pull through...i just hope life doesnt fall apart for me! everything happens for a reason and i believe things happen to make ( Read more... )

i use to not know what i wanted....now i know what i want! i think i just needed to be loved or wanted! but how do u tell people that what they have is not what u want? i did a very bad thing...but i am goin to fix it! its just goin to hurt the people that i care about...i cant hurt people..thats always been my problem! but i have to...i know it ( Read more... )

things have been crazy....my birthday is in 9 DAYS....i am so excited..i wonder what everyone is gettin for me!?! Halloween is comin up...HAUNTED HOUSES (funfun) but... thats the only thing thats really makes any since to me right now...its the only sure thing in my life! here's the thing...i have to make a choice (SOON)..and i am so scared i will ( Read more... )

you know when you are little and your parent always tell you what to do and whats the right decision....then you grow up and it seems like the "right" and "wrong" decisions arent so easy to figure out! i dont understand how you are suppose to choose one path and hope its the right one! sometimes when i worry too much about the present and future i ( Read more... )

ever feel like the world is spinning faster then you can turn?...yesterday was mine and keith's 8 months...but for some reason i find myself sometimes wondering if he's my one true person i should be with...i know he cares about me and i love him but how do u really know that you arent just goin to get your heart broken and then scared to give it ( Read more... )

friday night i went to a movie with some friends....after the movie we went to taco bell...i stepped out of my car and i heard his voice...tried to talk to him but i guess he didnt want to see me as much as he said...it is ok joe..i wont take it personally! we went back to kristen's house and my phone rang....i didnt know the number so i answered ( Read more... )

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