YUCK

I'm so glad that I have this journal. Do you ever go back and read your old entries? I just did. They've really got me thinking. I have allowed myself to be absolutely miserable for absolutely too long!! Have I really been hurting myself intentionally? Am I only happy when I'm not? Every entry that mentions a certain individual is negative ( Read more... )

So lately , by lately I mean this morning, I've been thinking that I may go out way too often! Maybe I should just stay home and enjoy time with my family. When I don't go out, I don't drink; I don't get CRAZY; and there's a lot less DRAMA in my life! But then I think....what if I miss something fun and exciting....or what if my future husband ( Read more... )

I don't feel like typing....but I will say....I am BAD!!! I've done something AWFUL!!! I know I shouldn't have done what I did, but sometimes I just can't help it!! BAD BAD BAD can seem GOOD while it's being done, but I know, in the long run, it's just plain BAD!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!

April 22, 2006........BBBBBLLLLUUUURRRR.........February 12, 2007.I told myself and Pam that it would probably be best if I wrote down all the things I've been going through lately. Um, yeah, um....hmmmm....where the HELL do I start???? I'll just start with the MAIN thing that's been consuming my mind ( Read more... )

I wrecked my car....damn I wrecked my car. I am so on drugs right now....doc helped me out! anyway....lunch time!

I'm sleepy. Very Very Sleepy! Class was at 8:00a.m., I ran errands around town, went to my sister's soccer game....wore myself out (oh it could have something to do with going out last night ( Read more... )

Well I guess today is officially the last day of my spring break. I can't say that it was the best break ever, but not doing anything for almost an entire week was great! Sleeping until 2 this afternoon was fantastic!

Well...I typed a bunch a few minutes ago and it disappeared...weird ( Read more... )

You Are Not Scary
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