i'm sad. and that's sad. i don't know what to do with myself anymore. i'm going crazy. and i mean it. i guess it's just that i'm in a version of culture shock. unemployed for the first time since 16. haven't had a job since may, haven't worked since april. i have no money, no car insurance. so i'm pretty much 15 again and acting the part with my ( Read more... )

i never use this thing anymore. i live in oak bluffs on martha's vineyard island in massachusetts now. i've been here since june and i'm the assistant banquet chef at a hotel. i'm becoming the assistant pastry/baking chef in a month...which is why i came here. i have a really nice apartment and an old, but really cool car. i make good money and i ( Read more... )

i don't want to jinx things by telling people this, but i'm so happy with the direction my life is taking. i can actually see my goals being achieved for once. it's a refreshing change. don't know if i mentioned it, but i'm the guarde manager (pro.manyajey) at the Don CeSar on st.pete beach. i'm very proud of that. i love my job so much, that ( Read more... )

IT'S THAT TIME OF YEAR WHEN WE SHOULD ALL BE THANKFUL FOR THOSE WHO LOVE YOU.
CELEBRATE!

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AFTER TWO YEARS OF NOT HAVING A CAR...MY GRANDPARENTS BOUGHT ME ONE! THANKS TO ANYONE WHO PEDDALED ME AROUND TOWN, I USED TO DO IT FOR MANY OF YOU, AND NOW I MAY HAVE TO AGAIN. IT FEELS GOOOOOOOOD ( Read more... )

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i've come to the conclusion that i'm a voluntary alcoholic.
ha.

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