So last night was a birthday party of sorts. I got wayyyy too drunk. It was the first time that I ever threw up from drinking in my drinking career. Actually, I threw up about 5-8 times and fell over in the dirt when Joe told me to look at the lines in the dirt. Fucker. It was a really good time though hah, we watched Venture Bros and laughed our ( Read more... )

Some nights I thirst for real blood, for real knives, for real cries. And then the flash of steel from real guns in real life really fills my mind. Then I really miss what really did exist when I held your throat so tight. And I miss the bus as it swerved from us and almost came crashing to its side. Sometimes the blood from real cuts feels real ( Read more... )

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I had a really lovely dream last night about Oregon. It was that slight overcast with the occassional sprinkle and I was running, well actually floating, through the flowers that grow there...red, pink, white poppies, purple snapdragons. And while I was there I saw about three people from my past that I hadn't seen in years. They were really ( Read more... )

I've spent the last two weeks in Eugene, Oregon. It's a beautiful place filled with organic grocery stores and hundreds of custom beers. I worked at a Dairy Queen for three days and it was nice to learn how to make all of their specialty desserts. I met some interesting and nice people in the co-ops. I started growing vegitables that I'm sure will ( Read more... )

i wish that i knew what i was doing.

For those of you who'd like to know...
I am living in Eugene, Oregon now.
The views are spectacular.
Currently living in a co-op where I get to grow my own veggies- pok choy, carrots, tomatoes, and basil.
Bryon and I climbed a mountain Sunday, it was envigorating.
My address is 1648 W Alder St, Eugene, OR 97401, write me a letter.

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i don't know what to say

hello everyone.

goodbye.

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05/29/05 - 6:30 PM

Ringling accepted me as a Sophomore in their Graphic Design Department...that means no more b/s freshman classes, it's straight to my major/minor. (My minor will be in business/entrepreneurship for artists ( Read more... )