I find it interesting that I should come to you now, Livejournal ( Read more... )

Well... Ive now been home for almost 3 weeks... 3 weeks as of tomorrow. Its scary to think that its almost been a month since I made the long journey home in hopes of finiding some solice.

So I decided it was perhaps time to update you on what life is like on the other side ( Read more... )

Here we are ( Read more... )

Today I said goodbye to Yuki ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is... but I am back to yearning for home ( Read more... )

Last night it happened ( Read more... )

Well, it's 2am, November 5th here in Tokyo and I am officially 22 years old. (In Japan at least ( Read more... )

I am sure you will all undersand why I havent been blogging lately. Due to a recent "spilling tea all over my keyoard" mishap, using my keyboard to type anything beyond menile sentences has been a bit more difficult than usual ( Read more... )

Time changes everything... and that's all there is to it.

In a matter of days... I longed for home, longed to stay and then again... couldn't wait to go home.

Today I'm standing in the exact middle.

I'm three weeks away from home, and things are starting to both build up and fall down around me. I grow closer to my roomies, I get better at Japanese ( Read more... )

Today I thought about staying here. The thought flickered across my mind for a few minutes until I remembered my excitement for home.

I'm getting scared of leaving.

I'm getting scared of leaving this familiarity and going back home... which might be unfamiliar now.

I'm scared of lose sight of all the goals in my mind.

Ganbatte, Kimu.

I know I can do it ( Read more... )