I HATE MY FAMILY.. MY FUCKING BROTHER JUST PUNCHED THE SHIT OUTTA ME BECAUSE I WANTED THE BROWNIES TO COOL OFF AND HE WANTED ONE AND I TOLD HIM NO.. WHAT DID MY PARENTS DO THEY YELLED AT ME !!!!!!!!!!!FUCKING BITCHES.. ITS MY LIFE.. YA NOW SOME PEOPLE ARE BROUGHT UP WITH REPSPECT AND TAUGHT NOT TO HIT WOMEN

I find it hard to believe that I am the one having such a hard time dealing with everything. I miss Josh. As much as everyone hates him.. as much as i hate him i miss him. He ruined my senoir year. but i miss him. I have been out with a couple of people since we brokw up, but everytime i get to about the third date.. i start to drift, I can have ( Read more... )

when everyone ditches YOU!!!!...... You b/f but now ex... your friend....your other friend.. the guy at the bar...

WTF why is everyone leaving me? i am not a horrible person!!!! i need friends....

So I have been 18 for almost a year and never been to a club. Well to all of you younger people... they suck. The guys are sticky and sweaty and only after one thing. You breathe other peoples sweat. Although dressing really cute can get you in at no charge, you still look stupid. I think the bar portion is soo much better. You can sit with ( Read more... )

So i was told that i needed tp update my journal.. like anyone really reads this shit. so as far as my update: i work my ass off, see my boyfriend, and go home. that's my entire life. I got into HBU but i can't afford it. Life is grand losers.

So I can't believe this. I plan to have my b-day party and everything is going all wrong. I mean i really haven't had a b-day party before and im paying for everything... so why is it i can't get anyone to show. I am trying my fucking best with all the people from SHHS, but geeze now its comfirmed that the dance is on oct 1.. OCT 1 when i want ( Read more... )

This year i will finally have my very first friends only b-day party. I am soo excited.... its Oct 1st.... im sooo very excited

Well i haven't posted in forever. I really don't know what all to talk about. My life is super boring. I wake up early and go to work. I get home late and then I sleep. I do the same thing 5 days a week. ON the weekends I sometimes hang out with friends. They are pretty fun. I wish i had a car so i could drive anywhere i want to. THen i ( Read more... )

Well i guess just recently everything in my life is either school or Josh. I have been volunteering at my school helping teachers out and painting paws on the ground. I practice a lot too. I am working on three different plays right now. Josh is a different story though. I like him a lot and all, but we don't tlak like every two or three days ( Read more... )

Well the past i dunno how long have been great. So Me and Josh are great! I mean we have our problems like everyone else but i really enjoy being with him. This weekend we went down to his hometown to celebrate his aunts b-day. then we went to sane antonio the next day to see his sister. the i spent the night at his house. a whole weekend with ( Read more... )