Today I feel like I can't breath. I have no place to be alone. My house is full of people and the spot that I usually run to get away from all my roommates is filled with my roommates girlfriends stuff. My bedroom is the size of a pea and being in it makes it even harder to breath. All I wanted was to being completely alone and enjoy my Sunday ( Read more... )

Walking into my bedroom and everything is mess, maybe reflecting my mind..Opened limeware and the suggested song was "Keep me hanging on"...Is that a sign? All I want to do is run, run far away from here...I can't get my mind straight, don't know what I want and when I think things are going good it turns and makes me wonder...What the hell am I ( Read more... )

This past weekend was really eventful. On friday I got a new car, 2006 VW Jetta. It is loaded and super fast. I love it! Then on Saturday I went to the Michigan game with my friend Alyssa. We tailgated our friend Tim's house then we went to the game. In the fourth quarter Alyssa passed out in the stadium. The game was getting intense and I wasn't ( Read more... )

I decided that I needed to start writing in my LJ again. This past week and weekend has been really crazy. The weirdest things have happened. So I'm going to break it down like this ( Read more... )

Why doubt now? . . . when in the past your trust has been your strength ( Read more... )

September 1, 2005 ( Read more... )

After a hard week so far at work, today was surprisingly good. I didn't have any students yell at me or anything. I actually had several students tell me how much they appreciated my help with things, how they like my hair, and how kind I was. That made me feel good considering I felt like shit the rest of the week. On another note, I can't believe ( Read more... )

Today has been a bad day. I woke this morning very groggy. My stomach,my head and my heart hurt has been hurting all day. It has been very hard for me to process anything that I was doing at work today. I couldn't even type and not to mention people were eating me alive at work. I have been trying to figure out why I feel this way. Maybe it was ( Read more... )

I have been getting back into the routine of being a gym rat theses days. Not only is it good for not letting my feelings get the best of me but I will get back into shape. So today I decided instead of going back to bed and going to the gym later that I should go to the gym for a few hours right away. So that is exactly what I did. While I was ( Read more... )

I walked in this morning and there was a line from my desk to the stairs. It has been like this all day! Not to mention that every student I have help had an attitude problem. I have been trying not to drink so much but being at this job really makes me want to go have a stiff drink. I really need a vacation before school begins in September.I'm ( Read more... )