The one time I finally open up to my friends; it backfires in my face. I talk to 4 people about my dilemma and all of a sudden I have 20 people at a party trying to tell me their opinions on MY problem. My worst overanalyzing nightmare come true. I'm back to not trusting anyone and akward situations. Yesssss.

I turned down three perfectly nice boys in the past month and a half. Why? I'm not quite sure. Fear of change and picky-ness I think. I've decided I'm certain to end up alone due to some weird defect in my brain.

Ahaha me trying to keep an updated Lj? Good joke. We shall see how this goes ( Read more... )

Second time is the charm right? Must be. That's what I'm hoping with my second LJ attempt. So here goes guys, wish me luck!