Tentative Spring Break Schedule:

~Friday: Sisterhood retreat
~Saturday: Return from sisterhood, leave for Visalia
~Sunday: Shopping in Fresno with my mommy
~Monday: Back to Long Beach for class early Tuesday @ Golden West College
~Tuesday: Class from 8:00am to 11:00am Then straight back to Visalia for a hair appointment
~Wednesday: Nail appointment, then ( Read more... )

im sad.

why did he do this to me. i have been nothingbut good to him. i have never lied or cheated or hurt him. I try to do nice things for him.....what am i doin wrong? this seems to happen to me all the time. what tge fuck am i doing wrong?  it seems like every guy ive had a relationship with has cheated on me. is there something wrong with me? ( Read more... )

its was 10 days into our relationship....he couldnt be faithful for 10 days! how am i supposed to handle that? You have NO IDEA how many times ive begged him not to hurt me or cheat on me....he knows my past and he promised me SOOOOO many times that he could never do that to anyone!!! I also asked him one day to be the first to tell me if he ever ( Read more... )

Okay---let me start be saying i am sooooo angry right now. For a few different reasons. First off...a certain person (we will call him john) told me only a few days ago that if i did this thing that i wanted to do...he would be soooo mad at me. So I decided not to do it even though i was DYING to!!! So last night john sends me a text saying that he ( Read more... )

Last night was fucking AMAZING. I went to the beach with someone special and we had a kick ass time. i just thought i would share that. My roomie rocks. i love her. we are going on a date tonight...im not sure where yet though. probably dinner or something. i hope she is my roomie for the rest of my schooling and even longer! i need to start ( Read more... )

haha i crack myself up sometimes!!  I dont even know why! I think that we should all isten to the very wise Van Wilder...."you shouldnt take life too seriously, youll never get out alive"  those are my words of wisdom. Oh wait i got one more...."this too shall pass"  thats one of my favorites cuz someone said that to me when i was at my lowest low ( Read more... )

my heart hurts

So I think im going to have to drop my physics class....its just too much right now. Im too behind to catch up now. My back hurts right now. I have about 300 thoughts going through my head right now...hmmm where to start. Lets see, i have a crush party this friday for my sorority. Im pretty excited about that. Its a costume party, and i have no ( Read more... )

Okay so ive been thinking.....i NEED aa freaking puppy. Dogs make me happy!! They are always there for you  when you need them, no matter what!!!! When you fuck up they dont hold it against you or make u feel even worse than you already do....they just was their little tails and lick you. =) there are too many people with dogs around here. It makes ( Read more... )