I'm so confused
I'm so lost
I'm not sure of anything
I just don't know

I've been filing out the insurance forms for my councilor's appt. on wednesday ( Read more... )

I've just had to do the hardest thing I've ever had to do ( Read more... )

I talked to my doctor the other day and he said he'd make some calls and get me an appt. with a counsilor ( Read more... )

Who am I?
Who have I become?
How do I get back to myself?
Whats chagned, why?

I have a lot of questions
but no answers
well... I have one...

I need help to answer them.

Last night I had the most fucked up dream ( Read more... )

Yeah yeah, I know I've been neglecting this for a little while ( Read more... )

Where were you when I was burned and broken ( Read more... )

I've been shown the truth today
and the truth hurts
I'm not going to skulk and feel sorry for myself
I'm going to stop being that asshole
and start acting like myself again

Kim, my angel
I'm coming back
I'm sorry I've been away but I'm coming back
I love you so much
thank you

It's now a time for self reflection. A time to sit back and look at myself not with critical eyes but with new eyes. Eye's that don't judge but see what needs to change, eyes that don't look down but in the eyes ( Read more... )