I feel very lonely
I'm hurt
I ache
Things keep coming
and all I can do is take it
suck it up and try to keep standing, try not to be driven to my knees
so I just breath and let come what may

A lot has changed since I last wrote ( Read more... )

I've fairly recently begun to believe in god again ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with my angel Kim ( Read more... )

THe other day I finaly realized what exactly had gone wrong between me and Kim a little while back
Me
I had been taking out my stress and anxieties on her
*sigh* and I caught myself doing it again
I imagine myself in he shoes
it would be so painful to talk to me
I'd be scared to talk to me

What have I become
what I have I done

I had a really good day today ( Read more... )

I'm so fucked up

Kim brought up the fact that I may be bipolar ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of research about personality disorders lately ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've used this thing ( Read more... )