why am i such a jealous bitch?!?!? why can't i just be happy with what i have and not worry about her and what she has? what is so hard about that?!?!? i'm a nice person, i have good friends....so what's the problem? o ya! she is! she reminds me every day about how much lower i am than her, how i'm a step behind and need to catch up or i'll ( Read more... )

ok, i really need to be doing chemistry right now but there is some kind of force field that is keeping me from going to that lab. there's something wrong with me, lol.

yesterday while i was at matt griffin's hockey game i was thinking about how much i was hating being there and how jealous i was of her and hating seeing them together and while i was sulking in my problems four of my friends on the side of a highway hoping for the best. i shouldn't be worrying and complaining about stupid relationships and what i ( Read more... )

well this wekend has been pretty exciting. first of all.....drum rol please.....i got my license! aren't you proud? you all better watch it out there, kim is coming through. i went shopping with christine yesterday and got all of my christmas shopping done. it was fun, we were out ALL day. it was insane out there, lol. also yesterday ( Read more... )

hmmm....so not much has been going on. i had a wicked easy history test on wed. tuesday erin brittany morgan and i had a little study group. it was fun. brittany wouldn't stop talking about boys, but we did end up getting a lot of good reveiw done. britt's mind obviously was somewhere else. so i did horrible on PSAT and that is kinda ( Read more... )

ok, ya, os my mom is freaking out about some shit. i don't even know. my dad called asking her for something and then she freaks out yelling about how she never get s a break and then goes storming out of the house. HELLO MOM! don't complain to me about not having a break! a least you get to go to bed at 10 every night. and at least you don't ( Read more... )

fucking merit! can you believe it? i can't, this sucks. i didn't think we did AWESOME but i thought we did pretty well. we should have gotten bronze but anyways....that's in the past. the competition yesterday was over pretty fun. i spent a lot of time with two pretty cool cats ;-). Matty Carbone and Cam Nickless. i'm so happy matt and i ( Read more... )

well well well, i haven't talked on this thing for a really long time. i guess there is nothing really to say. like my new icon? i love it! well, history is a pain in my ass and i don't think i am going to live through the year, it sucks. i probably failed the test today and that sucks big time. the first home game is today and i'm excited. ( Read more... )

i just put SUPER BLONDE SUN IN in my brothers hair! that was so much fun. he's trying to wash it out now.