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another one? i don't think his body can take three in such a short time span.
they tried to delay it i thought because of that!
ahh its just sinking in cause i thought just maybe, well i thought just maybe i would get a call that said something
like it was at a consistent pace or one that was considered normal for him.
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how do you pack up and leave
and flee from place to place so deparately searching for something
if you don't even know what it is that you want?
no, actually i know what i want, i'm just afraid of it.
Maybe that doesn't make sense, but it makes all the sense in the world to me.

it's tuesday and i still didn't get a call informing me about his situation
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i guess you dont bring two fists to a gun fight.

ill make a deal with you, sky: 
ill forget about the all those fucking let downs people can be, and that shitty little
feeling i got after listening to that fucking thing today,
if you just make that heart of his beat a little steadier,
because i swear, it's beating for two.
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i don't care where you've been,
just let me know where we're going.

dedicated to various people

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i got a letter from scott today.
i'm still not so sure how i feel about that.

this is why i laugh and smile 90% of the time these days!


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how unexpected for our paths to come across again!
how awesome was that? and twice, in one night.
it doesnt mean anything to me in the end though, but it was still nice.

koi's today.
saw meg bean for a little bit,
and ran across 340 to get to walmart with ash kressin.
only in west virginia, but that's why i love it.

lots running through my head,
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dont backstab the people you claim to care about
that have only been the sweetest thing to you,
because when you dig yourself deep enough in a hole from your own insecurities of fears
that every fucking person has,
you're just digging your own grave.

insecurities and fear is no excuse
for being a bastard.

have a nice fucking day!

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There's going to be a lot of this tonight :




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