whatev, babe.
i get these doubtful feelings all the time.
it is what it is.

make me smile, baby.
you can.

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i miss this...


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"emotionally constipated"
"emotionally cripple"
"emotionally stubborn"
no sweetheart, i'm really not.
i'm absolutely not.

everything is so out of my hands.

i'm not a control freak;
i don't want to be this supreme power who can make everyone follow my orders
and morph them to the way i want them to be,
but i'd like to know if i can trust someone again, if ( Read more... )

sometimes things just crash down on my mind
all at once.
it's not that I want to say that I give up,
but that I just don't care anymore.
it's not true, but it's the easy way out for me.
for now at least.

it's funny how i can tell a very vague description about an event that happened ( Read more... )

it's funny how you can give something or someone your all [such as old "best friends" who you somehow
once trusted with all your deepest thoughts and secrets, as well as fears] ,
and have so much faith in them and really think all these positive thoughts at first and have all
this excitement built up for them or whatever it is that's soon to come,
and ( Read more... )

I had a little boy come up to me today who was probably about five years old and asked,
"do you believe in superman?"
and i didn't want to be a debbie downer and tell him no,
so instead, i smiled and asked,
"the only thing that's important is if you believe in superman, isn't it?"
and he just smiled, and sort of hid behind this pole where the swing ( Read more... )

well, this actually made me sort of giggle.
i actually feel as though i do resemble Mr. Hideki Matsui !

though i can't believe i have yet to get a Jackie Chan!
maybe even a Bruce Lee?


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it's funny to me how empty people's words can be.
i guess im no exception to that though.
i'm never really any exception.

you know what's such a drag?
when people who claim to know anything about you have the balls to tell you
what you do is wrong, or how you feel is wrong when they don't even know
how it is that you feel in the first place.
And they do ( Read more... )

I love Paul Baribeau,
man!

that guy writes such adorable music,
it's redunkulous.

=]

"...and sometimes i just get angrrry,
because i've been let down by the people i love
but i will not let down
the people who love me"

aw.

self vs. self is such a fucking battle.
is such a fucking war.