When you try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

I'm still in total disbelief...it's funny how you think people are your friends. If I look back tho, this is totally typical behavior..I guess I was just in denial. Everyone else saw it, but apparently I'm too nice. Sometimes I don't see people for who they really are ( Read more... )

I AM: seriously tired ( Read more... )

Why doesn't anybody fucking care?

I am so fucking sick of crying every single nite, without fail.
And then waking up and crying most mornings before going to work and faking being cheerful and happy all fucking day...
Then coming home and doing it all over again.

Have you ever been completely surrounded by people and yet still felt so utterly alone?

AHHHHHHHHHH Oh-my-fucking-GOD
God-motherfucking-damnit!!!!!!!!!
I fucking hate my life right now!!!

I learned a lot today
You’ve been teachin’
Things that I don’t wanna’ know
I had so much to say
I thought I knew the answers
But that seems so long ago
And I wish there was another way
That didn’t hurt so much
I’m learning that I can say goodbye
I’m learning that I can be strong inside
I’m ready, I’m ready to get it right
I’m learning about.. LifeI ( Read more... )

Blast from the past much?!!

Why are relationships so insanely hard? From my point of view all they do is tear people apart and leave them with scars and emotional damage that sometimes never heals. And yet we crave more relationships. Why is this such a fundamental part of human nature? It confounds me every day ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE HIM, SHOOT ME, NO SHOOT HIM
DID I MENTION I HATE HIM? CUZ I DO....A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh when will this misery end?