well, i got the job of my dreams thursday. i'm now a national staff auditor for jeff ellis and associates, inc. for those of you who are not in the lifeguard industry, an auditor travels to different ellis certified pools and waterparks around the country and perform surprised, unannounced video documented audits on their lifeguard staffs. i have ( Read more... )

i have a really hard time talking to my dad about lifeguarding, which is strange bc it seems to be all i ever talk about with anyone else. he doesn't see the job the way i do. to him its just a summer job. he thinks i should be more concerned with the fact that for the past three years i have worked for less pay than i should be getting for the ( Read more... )

its my fault. it really is. i do this all the time. i find someone i really care about, talk myself into leaving them for no reason, and then spending too much time getting over them, when really it was my doing in the first place. i did this with alex. he was pothead who spent more time playing videogames and spending time with his good-for- ( Read more... )

ok so im at school, and im bored, and theres nothign to do ( Read more... )

smile for me daddy... lemme see your grill ( Read more... )

ok so something needs to be addressed about mark foley... sir, i agree with your political views, but you make me sick to my stomach. do we need to discuss again that when you work in a public office, your life is now monitered MUCH more closely than the general public? that means, don't try to have sex with underaged boys ::shudder::, don't have ( Read more... )

hi my name is tracy and i cannot sleep. haha this is starting to become a habit again... damn fucked up circadian rhythm. mmmmk. so. haha. i'm in a silly mood, so yeah. haha so i read through some of my old journal entries, and they made me super happy, then i got super sad because i miss all my friends and my old self. what the hell is all this ( Read more... )

shall we start with thursday? i think yes. ok well after a series of unimportant events, i drove up to milford to pick up thom to go to the great wolf lodge's job fair. i ended up getting hired as a head guard, which is coney's equivalent to guard supervisor, so i'm satisfied. thom isn't sure what he is doing yet, but i want him to stay here! ( Read more... )

i'm starting to get fed up with the way things in my life are going. first off, i understand that i really have nothing to be bitching about and that i am a stupid spoiled brat. that being said, i don't know what the hell i'm doing. i am torn between wanting to stay at home and continue my (free) education with the fading dream of going to law ( Read more... )

well, its the end of summer. it was last week anyway. i started school, my 5th semester at good ole nku. im taking 4 psych classes, a sociology entry level class, and a first aid class (red cross yuck). so far most of my friends have left, well, at least the important ones... aka jay and nick. i was really excited that paul wasnt going back to ( Read more... )