40 questions about 2005 ( Read more... )

I'm angry
I'm sad
I'm hungry
I'm lonely
I'm hurt
I'm heartbroken
I'm cold
I'm annoyed
I'm pissed the fuck off
I'm scared
I'm frustrated
I'm tired
I'm bored
I'm sick
I'm fed up
I'm crying and can't fucking stop.

So this has what it's been like for the past 3 days.
What the fuck?

Some people never fail to amaze me with their fucked up shit.
This world is a scary place.

Other than that, life's awesome right now. :0)

I absolutely hate this snow. It's only fucking October ( Read more... )

The pieces are picking up slowly one by one.
It's a good feeling to get my life back on track.

3 detentions.
1 ISS.
1 new gay ass rumor.
5794679 fake people.
1 person I didn't need to see but did.
800 times I wanted to punch someone in the face.
3 ciggarettes(fuck)
8 best friends who I know will always be there.

Today kicked ass.
(unbelieveable amount of sarcasm in that last sentence)

I really cant keep a promise to myself.
Everything I said I was going to do is slowly going the wrong way.
I need to be fucking serious this time.

I hate that summers ending.I hate how fast things and people are changing.I hate how I'm so afraid to start school again.I hate that this is the last weekend of the best summer of my life.I hate how I can't keep a fucking promise to myself.I hate having broken hearts.I hate not ever having enough of anything.I hate how good things always come to an ( Read more... )

Im going to start splitting my entries up so its easier to read ( Read more... )

I can't get away from any of it.
I constantly have a nauseous feeling in my stomach or a fuckin headache.
I'm sick of it and I wish it were all over. I haven't cried once which I guess is good.
I'm so fucked up.

What am I gonna do..
Be optimistic I guess?

Youre scum. You make me sick.
I hate you.
Except...nope.