I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart.

Its pathetic how I can't fucking trust anyone anymore. Some people let me down so much its sickening ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here. Being grounded for a stupid ass fucking reason just thinking; this heat has gotten to everyone. Everybody I come across is bent out of shape and is stressed about everything and theres too much hate everywhere. This heats gotten so bad, its stuck a huge pole up my bitch ass cunt of a mothers ass. I can't put up with it anymore ( Read more... )

So I was wrong.
Everything is fixing itself piece by piece and I'm getting pretty happy.
I think the summer was all I needed.

My life at the moment in a nutshell:

*Im scared to fucking death about stupid shit
*Still broke as fuck
*My friends have to be the absolute greatest people in the fucking world
*Tab has her liscence
*Gretchen Wilson Keith Urban and Kenny fucking Chesney in a good month and a half is too exciting
*I keep waking up thinking about the same fucking things
* ( Read more... )

It's absolutely fucking amazing how many things have gone so terribly wrong in such a short short short amount of time. I officially fucking hate almost everything.

It can only get better from here right?
Wrong.

Have you ever ( Read more... )

I'm too dumb to be playing all these stupid games and made to believe this stupid shit.
It happens everytime and I should know that by now.
Shit never changes does it?

Shit has been really fucking weird lately. Smoking makes it even weirder. Everything came back at me at like 93457357567984376 mph. I think way too much and I need to stop. I doubt everyone around me and I don't know whos being real and whos being fake.It makes my paranioa about everything 10x worse and I'm constantly feeling out of place. I ( Read more... )

Good Weekend :0)

+Liane's Party on Friday
+Got to see Liane, Keara, Jill, Geri and Sarah
+Watched our 1st grade video...haha wow that brought back some memories..
+Angle cut my hair (all by myself!)
-Lots of raiiiiinnn
+went to the mall with Ange and Steph
-No Annafair show/Boston
+bought the most obnoxious colored tanktop
+saw Liz Flanders
+caused a lot ( Read more... )