It's always been you... it's always going to be you. You can take all the "breaks" you want... no matter how tired of it I am... I'm always going to want you. And I do get tired of it... the arguing, all of it... but what can I say. I love you. I just keep hanging on to this hope that it will be absolutely wonderful one day. Maybe I'm wrong. I'm ( Read more... )

Is it really necessary to call at 8 in the morning just to make me cry before I go to work?

So, "Mr. Wonderful" tell me... what is about me? What is it that you love so dearly? That you cant stand to be without? That you just cant give up? Tell me "Mr. Wonderful" why is it you lied to your parents about me? Eight months into a relationship and all of the sudden we're not together as far as they are concerned? BULL SHIT. I've spent EIGHT ( Read more... )

I'm needing you now more than ever.... I'm feeling out...

I'm dying. Of the flu or strep throat or some other awful awful virus. Some virus that makes you think your okay. But your not. You cant move because it hurts and every time you cough it feels like someone is stabbing your chest from the inside.

I'm also sad when you tell me your at work so I drop by to leave a note on your car... offering to fix you dinner when you get off. But your not there. Why would you be where you say you are? Of course not... your at the apartment, doing something questionable no doubt. We all know why people go over there... it ALWAYS has to do with alchohol, pot ( Read more... )

So once again I'm back. No one even reads this thing anymore... but whatever, its a nice place to write. It seems I always revert back to my silly highschool journal when things get tough ( Read more... )

so i havent written in this thing in forever, but i just cant seem to stay away.... im sure no one even checks it anymore but oh well ( Read more... )

honeslty kids... is all this drama REALLY necessary?

I just never feel like updating LJ.... I like xanga better!

This week has been pretty uneventful... went to the fair with some fun people... rode some fun rides...

so there is this boy who makes me smile....

So its obviously been a while... a ton has happened, but its too much to update ( Read more... )