One night has made me happy again. To drive up to Colby to see her again would be well worth it. No Sex. No Drunkeness. No Drugs. I had this amazing smile on my face all day until a little while ago ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here listening to a song that brings back memories. They were great, but now that I think about them I cry. It's been a while since I last cried. I have never felt so alone in my heart. My friends are all busy or gone. My heart feels empty. I really want a relationship, something to build on, something to start new, something where I ( Read more... )

So yea, Fuck Target!!! I need more then 3 hours of sleep a day. I quit. Yeah the money is great, but sleep is better. I said I would give up the Target job, before I would ever even consider thinking about leaving The Common Man. The truth is that Target was effecting my preformance at Common Man. I get up at 3:30am to be at work for 4. It sucks. ( Read more... )

Fuck you Greg, it was a great event. Dope was absolutely amazing. Jaded was fucking hott, and it reminds me a lot of 80's Hair metal. Plus the gitaurist's kiss kinda boosted their ranks in my books. 10 Years was a good local band. Clutch was as good as I expected. Danko Jones, well let's say he "Did it, did it right!". And for Disturbed, well, Greg ( Read more... )

I got my Locobazooka ticket. I can't wait. They are still selling tickets at Strawberries. I got mine in Nashua, Near the Pheasant Lane Mall ( Read more... )

I'm going to by Tickets to Locobazooka. I don't want to go alone, that would suck. I want to know who's going, or if people want to go. I'm not paying for anyone, sorry. If I had the money, I would.

The Details - WAAF’s Locobazooka 2005 featuring DISTURBED is an all day, all ages rock music festival featuring over 40 national and local artists…. ( Read more... )

Ok so at 2:30 am today, I was suppose to go see a girl. The first girl that really showed some intrest in me since March. BLOWN OFF! I show up and I wait...... and wait. So I leave and then it dawned on me about my views on the gas prices going up, and the effects of the storm that tore apart the south. Well honestly, I hate to say it, but those ( Read more... )

So today started off slow. I wanted to wake up and go to school, but we all know that story.... sucks. I was suppose to go fishing but I slept in. Then I got a call from Tony(a great guy that I work with). "Want to go to a Fisher Cats game tonight", "Sure", "Oh yea, everything is free, food and drinks". Good deal. So I picked him up and went to the ( Read more... )

I have successfully walked walked out of my darkness. Without any Engel. That's what I needed to do the whole time. But as I'm walking out others are walking in. Should I stop and go back in to get them or should I let them find their own way out ( Read more... )

It's so dark. I can't see anything. Deep inside, I don't want to see anything. Everything hurts. My eyes are burning, and my arms are ready to bleed, again. But I can't bring myself to that level, cause it's a violent circle of pain. I can't stand it all. Take me out of here. I have no one holding me when I fall, I have no one to look me in the ( Read more... )