I feel like the worlds biggest asshole. I know I shouldn't worry about it, but I am. I know I will get ovet it, but at the moment I feel bad. So yea, John, Brit, Gabby, Kayla, Alex, and I all went to the Milford Quarry. It was dark, a couple of the got sketched out, but I insisted that we keep going, when we got to the water we lit up a fire. Then ( Read more... )

Yea, had to work today. On the hottest day ever. MEH. But I was inside an air conditioned building. Though it got really hot inside when people started showing up. Got my days off for July. The 15th, 16th,and 23rd. 15th is Ozzfest. 16 is my recovery day. 23rd is Brian Regan at the Hampton Beach Casino Ballroom. You should all go. $42 for Gold ( Read more... )

Yesterday, fun and depressing. I now have to pay about 100 dollars a week or something like that. Bullshit! I have to fix my own car, reasonable, side from the fact that I won't have any money to do so. Bullshit. I went to work, and made about $20 in tips, but I can't keep any of it, I'm in training. Bullshit. Headache right now....guess what word ( Read more... )

Ok, so it's about time I update... So I got a job as a Host/Valet at The Common Man Resturant. I got rejected 3 times but three different girl, lucky me! [Note: I was being sarcastic.] Training in Concord for my job. Getting to drive. Own a car now... but needs a tune up, and a electrical repair... $$$. Miss hanging out with some of my old friends ( Read more... )

FAILED AGAIN. Way to go Bryan. You really are the worlds biggest fuck up. Hey but you got a job. Oh wait that make no differance. Hey Bryan.... FUCK YOU! ~GOD

Don't EVER leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love...tonight your true love will realize how much they love you. between 1 & 4 in the morning, tomorrow the shock of your life will occur. if you break the chain then you will have bad luck ( Read more... )

The feeling is getting worse, and I know why. I got screwed out of my prom last year, they were suppose to hold my tickets, but they never even held them at all. This year I was hoping that I would go to the semi with someone... and nothing. And the fact that I had to drop out is killing me. I fucking hate my GED It's nothing to me. It doesn't ( Read more... )

I read recently that loneliness can cause sickness, and a weak immune system. And I have been feeling really lonely lately, even though I have been hang out with people. I don't know what it is. I feel alone even with the people I want to be around. I feel like I am dying everyday. In the morning, I can't breathe, on tuesday I coughed up blood... ( Read more... )

GAH!!!

Hi Bryan, I'm back...

Go Away.

No, why don't you want to talk to me anymore?

Cause you only cause damage to me and others.

And you don't?

FUCK YOU!

Why don't you just off yourself?

FUCK YOU!!

Your fucking hopeless, no wonder you can't hold a relationship for longer than three months... fucking pathetic.

::breaks down:: Why do you like to cause this ( Read more... )