man we're all fucking nuts i understand that now, but im the fuckin worst. we make no sense and our minds are fucked and thats why im joinin the army

--Goth ( Read more... )

well today is my 19th birthday and im fuckin bored

that is all

i went it was pretty bad ass
i cant hear for shit now
i got severly crushed during rob zombie
i feel ilke shit
but it was worth it
i had to skip work and school to go
have new ozzfest shirt
good bands were rob zombie, iron maiden, mudvayne, and black sabbath, the rest of them sucked major ass

well you know youve had a bad fucking day when the best part was the fucking funeral. well it was that bad, but there is way to much too post so ya, just the worst day of my fucking life, and i want to die really badly so if any of you have a gun please come kill me.

well work sucks and all but like 3 people are freakin out, pt training shit is real tough i actually threw up from that shit today,raeleen went and she fuckin kiked assit was crazy, so in all everything sucks, and the lonelyness is starting to creep up again, which fuckin sucks cause i really could do without that shit right now. and on the chick ( Read more... )

most probabally in six months im gonna be in the army in basic training ( Read more... )

i feel great i talked to raeleen and she wasnt mad at me, we talked and i was actually able to tell her how i feel that i care about her and shit but not like wanna go out with her, you know just good freinds, so im very relieved, MAN I FEEL GREAT CALM AT EASE AND HAPPY YEAH!!!!!!!!

fuck this man im pist at myself and im smashed, im goin to sleep

well im lonely as hell and im tired as hell so il try and get this out with as little space as possible, my dream for the future was to have a good life with a person i really care for and kids, and to actually be around my kids cause nobody was ever there for me. i thought about my mother tonight and i remember everthing like it had just happened ( Read more... )