What does it mean to be real? To be authentic? Why is it hard to know who you are sometimes? What is the weirdest thing of all is if I'm supposed to know myself better than anyone else then where does that leave me in relations to others?

I'm sending this question out into space: are you fully satisfied in Christ? Does he fill you? Do you know peace? True peace?

Life back in school is okay, but so much has changed over the summer... how is it that those 3 little months make far more of an impact than the other 9?

I am just so overwhelmed by all the great things that have been handed to me. I'm so thankful for this new season in my life. God is continually blessing me with his grace and awesomeness. This semester should be great. Everything at Daybreak is going well, and it's great to get back together with all the guys. My community here is something ( Read more... )

?what is the meaning of life?

Hey all, this summer has been random with the road trip, the displacement, and just no consistencies. But oh well there's definately good stories to tell. I just love getting back to school. There's something about being on campus and having an inconsistent consistent routine that just makes me almost giddy. I know I'm an idiot, but I really ( Read more... )

Tonight we had a going away dinner for cute Kristen. She was the hotty from New York that came for the summer to work at our church with the youth. She had a great time, and we became good friends. I suddenly realized last week that she's way hot...too bad I wasn't paying her much attention the first of the summer before road tripping cross ( Read more... )

At long last, I'm back on livejournal. My life has been in a shambles: We had a car accident in North Carolina, totaled it, got word that night that my grammy had died, flew home, went to the funeral, tried to get my job back and was denied, so I spent two weeks job hunting... no luck, which frustrated my parents so much that they kicked me out, I ( Read more... )

Life has sucked the last couple of days. The stories are too long to write, but it's been rough...

aching
judged and robbed
searching for a connection
i want to hear you say you're sorry
betrayal times two
is the end in sight?
lost in need of direction
will you point me to the place of filling?

So we've been driving a lot. I haven't updated in a while, but we've hit the east coast and it's been fun so far. Myrtle Beach, SC is our current location - it's kind of touristy, but we're just relaxing. I love the ocean... but there are struggles that come with it ( Read more... )