The ships hung in the sky in much the same way that bricks don't.

-douglas adams

my ankle hurts
turned on it's side
jolted out of a familiar place
pain
suffering
unsure of what's to come
embarassed
a brace can not mask the pain
symptoms of a unsure heart

dorm move-out is approaching in 2 weeks (after finals). i'm beginning to pack up my stuff so i can focus on studying and making a decision about my relationship. lots of memories in these boxes. soon i'll be back at mom and dad's. independence stripped just as quickly as it came.

black dots

overstuffed heart
water hanging from the ceiling
now the dots are red
why can't they be black again?
glue sticking to paper
trying to change the color
return to sender
my sonnets of love
unopened
unlike my heart

Armpit Revolution is playing tonight at TSC (on the corner of 11th by the 7-11). it starts around 8:30. be there.

MINDY IS HOT

home for spring break. it was supposed to be a normal trip to the parent's, but it's been so much more. i saw tiff for the first time in ages (yes, that's tiffany burke for all you AHS grads). she looked great; made me question mindy and i. i think we'll take a break - figure things out. she's going to be up north this summer, anyway. why can't i ( Read more... )

we are one

pedal
faster
faster
faster
don't wobble
can't fall
pedal
faster
faster
fast...
not fast enough
pavement
my face
we are one

usually i hate waking up at 10 to go to my 11 o'clock, but today was much different. something interesting walked in with coffee in hand. she's beautiful. blonde hair. blue eyes. mindy is a ray of sun in this dark storm.

valerie dumped me today. who needs her? my life is pretty crazy right now. not sure how much poetry i can write, i don't feel inspired. my best poetry has come from dark times though, this is what i have right now:

death to my heart
my soul
stomped on
smooshed
like grapes in a vineyard
this wine is sour
when will i ferment