well sometimes love is tested.

I think maybe its necesarry to deal with this heartaches to overcome and build a stronger bond and learn from mistakes.

i know this:
elizabeth marie lasley is my soulmate and nothing...nothing can ever change that.
i will be with her forever 

i ordered my rebel today.

8D

YAYYYY! its gonna be here around wed or thursday :)
just in time for haters ball. man i am SO excited for this! ^___^ its been a long time coming 

 ♫ dominant or submissive
♫ logical or intuitive
♫ social or loner
♫ kinky or innocent
♫ cute or sophisticated
♫ kitten or puppy
♫ warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
♫ leader or follower
♫ quiet or talkative
♫ spontaneous or planned
♫ teddy bear or porcelain doll
♫ hiking or window shopping
♫ tequila or vodka
♫ top or bottom
♫ bare foot or shoes
♫ jeans or skirt
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blah it sucks

jobs are being cut and harder to come by.

:(

im pretty damn sure this is a full on depression that our grandkids will learn about in school

just my opinion.... 

elizabeth and i had our 6 month anniversary on friday, and i gotta say, it was great! I have had a lot of failed relationships that had the "honeymoon" period for hte first 1-3 months, then everything just broke apart and it didnt work out...but elizabeth and i have hit a half of a year already and we are still going really strong. We have ( Read more... )

 my empire of dirt.

i will let you down, i will make you hurt

soooo ( Read more... )

Well the good news has arrived ( Read more... )

oh hey btw

i love live :) 

i need to clear the air here. i love elizabeth with ALL my heart and she and everyone else knows that. but for fucks sake. i am NOT "envy's boyfriend" i am josh. i am a male, i have a name, a set of lungs, a heart and a brain. when will people understand that? im not just "her bf" i existed before her (somehow lol) and i am my own entity. ( Read more... )