i guess people are always going to be immature and talk shit so i suppose i should just get over it ( Read more... )

im sure i have it. at this point...i would be crazy to think i DIDNT have bi polar disorder.

its weird. one moment i am completely happy and chill...literally within seconds, i get upset over NOTHING and just start getting mad, then ill be sad, then happy, then mad...my emotions are basically on a rollercoaster thats speeding off the tracks.

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 i wish i could pull myself out of this. It feels like everytime i fall, i try to get up and someone kicks me in the stomache again and i fall back down in a painful crash.

fuck

im confusing.

im depressed.

im stressed.

im angry.

im occasionally happy.

im anything but stable 

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im a pirate tonight methinks :D

a morning full of death cab for cutie makes me just feel a lot better.

:) 

ugh.

DONE!

jesus h christ am i ever done.

im going to just keep my mouth shut since those crusty old fuckers will find something bad in anything i say 

if i dont talk the way you want.

sorry if i speak my voice in an honest and straightforward way.

i wont lie to make people feel good. i simply wont ever do that. im honest and people may think im a dick for being so, but...i just dont need to fabricate truth so you can fucking sleep at night 

 im so happy i could dance a with unicorns on a rainbow in the sky right now 8B

holy butts i just FINALLY (i say finally like its been weeks...only been two days) but i got confirmation that the my camera package has been shipped out :) so i should have it wednesday.

YAYYYYYYYYY!