I wish there was a futuristic website that you could go to, log in, and your future would be displayed for you. I want to know how many kids I will have, I want to get to know them. I want to know where I'll live and after watching countless hours of HGTV I want to decorate my house! As much as I love surprises, I just want to start my life now!

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The mention of his name is a slippery slope.
All I do is spiral into a thinking frenzy.
Him. Him. Him.
I can't get past it, I can't comprehend.
It's been a month since I last drunk texted / called him.
It was going perfectly fine until his name was brought up.
Now I can't stop thinking, contemplating, reflecting.
More than finding out what happened,
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I'm deleting my myspace page. Erica & I decided to do it together so I thought I would post all of my blog posts from myspace so they don't get erased in cyberspace. :o]

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My stomach is in a permanent state of butterflies.
Not the good kind, not the Jimmy Eat World can you still feel them way.
My stomach is flip flopping, my heart keeps pounding, my brain is spinning.
Is it fair to be with someone when there is an individual who could ruin what you have?

Curiosity killed the cat, it also killed the relationship.
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Old friends are the best ones.
I find myself surrounded by my oldest friends. After all these years the same ones stuck.


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smell of burnt rubber
panic
the music won't stop
stab in the back
and away we go

the moon isn't even out to answer my questions