I'll try to keep it short though its long over due. We are in the apartment. ITs been about a month and we finally have furniture, though there still are a few pieces that we need to complete the collection. The apartment is great and it diffently feels like home. IT will be better when I live there on a full time basis though its almost as if I ( Read more... )

Today is a wonderful day. We signed the papers and the appartment is all ours. Its beautiful to there is a huge living room with a nice size dinning room and kitchen. THe Bathroom is spaciuos and the bedroom is huge. ITs 800 sq ft. Its almost as big as the house I live in which is a three bedroom 900 sq ft house. I'm realy very excited about ( Read more... )

It really doesnt matter that I've been told that this is not my fault. How can it not be. Directly its not my fault but through the assocation and choices that I made this is my fault. The room mates are not talking and now its getting to the point of hostilites. One room mate is going to be arrested and possible lose his job the others are ( Read more... )

Its hard for me to understand how one person can come in and ruin a friendship and how those supposed friends can turn their backs on a long time friend so quickly. I feel that some of the drama is due to the fact that I am around which then puts stress on my relationship for I feel guilty for things that being done to him. Its as if he no longer ( Read more... )

Head over heals is an understatement when it comes to talking about the way I feel about him. My feelings are dangerous. They have convinced me that there is no reason to be careful with my heart or anything else; I'm I asking to be hurt? Who knows. I know that if the situation would allow I would runaway and marry him tomorrow. To say I love ( Read more... )

Little bugs, little bugs flying around giving advice to those who are willing to listen. I can hear the bugs and the advice is the best advice know its just convincing my conscious that I should not feel guilty about things in which I have no control over and that spliting friends is not my fault for if I they were true friends a girl would not be ( Read more... )

Its hard to know where to start. I read an entry today that I guess helped to but things into perspective for me and the way that my friend really feels about me. Its not that I didn't believe him when he told me how he felt its just that it really did not completely register. I know that he loves me and that the feeling is the mutual. Its hard ( Read more... )