I have grown,
and I have changed.

My Life is amazing,
and this livejournal hurts.

There is a wonderful array of memories,
but many painful events

That I'd rather not recall.

I'm going to make another journal.
Something new,
I'm starting over.

All I do now is Love,
I Love and Love.
It's been way too long.

If you read my journal,
feel free to ask for the new one.

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I have SATs tomorrow morning. I have a ton of homework tomorrow to do for school. I have a date with Mom tomorrow. I have a date with Tim tomorrow evening. I have work on Sunday from 8:00am until 8:00pm. I think I'll be calling these nights short.

My to-do list tonight is Livejournal worthy.

Tonight:_Geometry - 2 homework pages ( Read more... )

I drive now. I'm mobile and can go anywhere I want to go, whenever I want. I love being able to drive. It's terribly convenient although it's quite, quite expensive. I've been listening to my favorite music lately; it's keeping me in high spirits ( Read more... )

I guess I've had things on my mind lately but I've been a little out of it these past few days and I'm paranoid the kind of paranoid you feel in your gut like something really bad is going to happen, like you're about to get in trouble. I don't know what's making me feel like this, but there isn't enough time in the day and I don't know how to ( Read more... )

People are pathetic ( Read more... )

I will obsess and I will worry and I will not voice my problems unless you are listening. Not unless you really want to hear me. Unless you pull your ears wide like Sean pulled apart that imaginary girl at lunch today. You see, you won't know how I feel no one will ever know unless you listen. I am scared. I'm not used to this. I like it ( Read more... )

Goals for March:+ Lose tummy ( Read more... )

There is something going on and I can't really explain it without feeling vulnerable and silly, especially via livejournal. All that anyone needs to know is that I am by far the luckiest girl on the face of the planet. Tim spent the entire weekend with me and I could not possibly begin to explain the pure happiness I experienced. I've had ( Read more... )

He's in the air.
I'm leaving my house,
and he's in the air.

I'm so pumped.