Yo no sé cómo empezar. Estoy en el amor con un hombre que no vuelve el amor. Mi familia completamente me ha repudiado. Cristy me ha enroscado sobre en más maneras que pensé ella hizo. El corazón duele con el dolor. Yo me siento como cada vez lloro, lloro las lágrimas del ácido. Ayúdeme Dios. Diga mí lo que hacer y cómo sentirse.

i don't even know where to begin. i guess i could start out with how betrayed i felt when i came home from haiti to find everything changed in a major way. that some girl that wasn't even on the lease was sleeping in my room. i guess i didn't really say anything about it cuz i hide stuff. i keep everything locked in. i haven't really been a ( Read more... )

1. SHELBY (insanely psycotic bitch)
2. PAUL MEIXNER (control freak)
3. MY MOTHER (control freak)

OH THIS IS SO NOT GOOD. I HAD DON OVER LAST NITE. I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN AGES! WELL HE ENDED UP TELLING ME THAT HIS FEELINGS FOR ME ARE STARTING TO GROW STRONG AGAIN. HE WASN'T SURE IF IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS WITH HIM OR IF IT WAS JUST HIS HORMONES RUNNING WILD, BUT O FUCK. I FEEL LIKE SHIT NOW. I HAD NO IDEA THAT ERIC WAS COMMING BACK LAST NIGHT ( Read more... )

I feel so angry and hurt. I feel hatred for people. I'm at the point where i cannot cry. Shelby is possibly pregnant and it may possibly be Eric's child. He is upset with this as am I. I have a hatred for Shelby that I cannot express. She has put him through so much shit and it isn't fair to him. I now understand a lot more why he is so ( Read more... )

Yo me siento tan enojado y herido. Yo me siento el odio para personas. Estoy en el punto donde yo no puedo llorar. Shelby está posiblemente encinta y puede ser posiblemente niño de Eric. El es trastornado con este soy como yo. Tengo un odio para Shelby que yo no puedo expresar. Ella lo ha puesto por tanto mierda y no es justo a él. Yo ahora ( Read more... )

Soy un hoy poco triste. El mañana es la navidad y mi familia me odia. Por lo menos yo tengo a amigos que cuidan.

general idea:

i'm sad...my family hates me...atleast i have friends who care.

Bien esto ha sido una semana muy emocionante. Bien quizá no que emocionando. Mis padres son no es eso gran. La mamá no quiere Eric y ella tiene ni lo encontró todavía. Yo la dije que él no es judío y cristiano. Entonces ella me hizo suficiente loco decirla que yo no creo el todo en la Biblia. Ahora ella es meada realmente en mí ( Read more... )

i am having a great day. i felt like writing about it. eric brought me coffee and cheesecake today. i think his psyco ex is at his house again today cuz he asked me not to call there. course i didn't get that message until after it was too late ( Read more... )

SO I WAS TOLD TO JOURNAL...WELL...A LOT HAS BEEN GOING ON LATELY LIKE THE FACT THAT I HAVE A GREAT MAN NOW. NOT ONLY IS HE ONE OF THE SWEETEST GUYS I KNOW HE IS GREAT IN BED. HE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN FUCKING, BUT MAKING LOVE. IT FEELS LIKE HEAVEN...PERHAPS THAT'S WHY I CAN'T SAY NO TO HIM. YEA...SO THERE REALLY ISN'T MUCH ELSE TO WRITE ABOUT. ( Read more... )