It's official...I didn't want to update about anything until all was said and done because I didn't want to jinx things. As of Friday I am now a college student at the Art Institute of Pa. I am taking video media production. Oh yeah I met the love of my life and moved to Pittsburgh to be with her ...that's how I ended up here. We met on myspace ( Read more... )

Yeah so I started this healthy eating thins, not sure how long it will last...I just know that I am trying to lose weight and fight off a UTI. I haven't had a Mountain Dew in like a week now. No alcohol since...I guess the last week in January? Still working on the smoke thing. I called DE quit line and I never got any patches so, guess I will ( Read more... )

So I was recently bitching about money and the fact that I go clubbing and end up blowing all my money on getting drunk. So this weekend instead of getting drunk, I went to the mall and got a few new things. Shirts and a pair of jeans. I also got a fender belt with a huge giutar buckle and a buckle that says "Fuck", a Playboy Zippo, an ashtray ( ( Read more... )

I keep listening to the same song over and over. Maybe because it reminds me, maybe if I close my eyes I can find myself back there again. I wouldn't want to feel that pain again though, even though I know that it is inevitable, unless I plan to be single for the rest of my life. Today I was hit by this huge memory because the way the office ( Read more... )

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I have gown so much over these past couple of months. Gotten tired of the bars and that sick feeling I get the next morning, not because I drank, more because I blew $30 bucks, and cos I should have been at home doing something else. But I can't change the past or get the money back, no use in bitching about it. Back to the topic at hand, yeah ( Read more... )

These meds are taking a different affect on me than before. Before I hardly got any sleep, and now I take them right before bed and I can get up the next morning but I am mad tired in the evenings. Well last night I was passed out on the couch with suddenly I hear raaaaaaaarrrrrrr. So I sit up abruptly and suddenly I get jammed in the face like ( Read more... )

It's been a while since my last post, and I am on my meds again so forgive me if this doesn't make any sense. I don't know I think instead of catching everyone up to date with what's been going on, I will just say what is CURRENTLY going on. Save everyone from having to scroll through so much. I had meds left over from the study I was doing over ( Read more... )

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Know what I miss?? I miss those late night cuddles, feeling hot breath on the back of my neck used to bug me so much...and when it was switched hair in my face used to bother me too. I just want that...just a night of hugs and cuddles and a few kisses....something to remind me that I am still alive. No attachments no commitments, just one night ( Read more... )