So this past week..I have really burnt myself slap out. Monday I decided to go ahead and move in at the new place. So I took off work on Monday...got a car load, and spent my first night at the new place. Monday night though I ended uo staying up all night talking to Jim. Didn't get to sleep until 5 am which is like an hour and thrity mins ( Read more... )

Kinda figured that the good times wouldn't last. It's ok I need to take a break. Need to spend some time alone, now that I have gotten comfortable with myself knowing that I will never find that some one. I mean yeah I know people that I can get with but they aren't exactly people that I want, and if I don't want them then why risk hurting some ( Read more... )

JUST A REMINDER -- on Nov 10, cell phone numbers ( Read more... )

So it's twenty minutes until go time. I am not really sure of what I am going to do once I get home. One of a few things, maybe all of these things ( Read more... )

So this week had flew by so quickly..I wish they could all be this way. I've been sick with what I think is a sinus infection, but I am not sure. Had a few scares with getting strep throat..everytime my throat gets a little sore I worry. But I am hoping the snot is gone before Saturday so I can go to a Halloween party with Nikki. I haven't ( Read more... )

My last post was one big brain fart, infact me coming here was due to one big brain fart. But there's nothing I can do about it now so I will stop bitching about it. I can't believe it though I have chosen to stay here for money, deffinetly not love. I am one day closer to Georgia..where I actually had a chance of surviving. This place is too ( Read more... )

Some one please tell me why I feel all warm and fuzzy and scared to death all at the same time?? And WHY am I craving chocolate...I never crave chocolate. No I ain't preggers, and no I ain't in love. A very big weight has been lifted off my chest cos I just got my lawyer stuff taken care of, but now another one is on my chest because I want to ( Read more... )

This week has been pretty sweet, I have actually had a decent one so far. I am glad that the weekend is here and I FINALLY get a weekend to myself. I swear I feel like it's just been go go go for me. I mean don't get me wrong if the chance to hang out and just chill comes up I won't turn it down, but ah it's good not to have any plans ( Read more... )

The weight is sheding and the hottness is back, and if some one doesn't want to even give me a chance then it's their loss. My heart is growing cold with each day that passes, maybe this is for the best maybe this is what I want. I did the most awesome drawing last night and it was of myself, and I have found a new passion, for the time being... ( Read more... )

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