Everyone is pretending!

My day just began inspirationally. I had an early meeting with my English professor that I wasn't exactly exstatic about. I know the first, last, and only paper I wrote for that class is pretty mediocre at best. I still feel like every paper I write is horrible, a struggle, a failure, like I have to barf it up and throw it away. With this class its ( Read more... )

I wish I knew. What would Wes Anderson do? I think that would help me through everything ( Read more... )

Deep breathe. That is what I think I should be doing. Deep breathe and look past this moment, into the future, the infinite amount of better moments. Relinquish control, nothing I say or do will necessarily make anyone understand what I am feeling, it is possible that nothing I do will make things any better. I don't have to be right, I don't have ( Read more... )

This is the third day I have slept away from home. On Thursday night it was Alethea and we didn't sleep very much at all, we were very busy being librarians and talking about the upcoming elections and feelers and the like. Oh yeh and we took lots of online quizzes and basically just acted really drunk although we were sober ( Read more... )

I hate feeling stupid. I thought that would end when I left Albemarle. I have no idea why I was so deliusional, after all, I left Albemarle for a place where almost everyone was as smart as the smartest person in high school ( Read more... )

Is playing right now ( Read more... )

I am going to die of cowardice. Oh yeh and the quad side door just opened for me without me swiping. I suspect a ghost was at work.

The absolute best feeling in the entire world is that which occurs when there is physically less of me in the world.
Unstoppable Energy.
The feeling that you can't be pinned down.
That you fit in because you stand out.
Looking less but more, taller.
More like a girl, less like a woman, more like a boy because thats what the boys really want

hey ladies and gents ( Read more... )