never really liked this stupid excuse for a holiday
i might be goin to berkley with kyle tho
not sure...
stupid stupid stupid

When I'm drunk , I tend to:
-flirt...or talk alot

Shots or beers?
neither

Do you have a drinking buddy?
not really

Do you get angry?
not usually

Do you puke?
only if i drink too much too fast

After 7 drinks how are you?
i dont drink 7 lol id be dead

Tequila does what to you?
nothing i hate itof it.

Vodka makes you?
drunk quick & usually happy & flirty

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A year & a half gone in an instant.
i guess its for the better.
its hard to say good-bye
but at the same time I know I deserve better.
I truely love him.
but you have to know when to let go.

Im talking to someone else
I know...already.
but its nothing serious.
but its something thats making me happy.
<3

well our puppy is now almost 7 months old.
things have been hella stressful
at home & with friends.

ive got a million thoughts in my head
& again...
growing up sucks.

I have a show tomorrow night
& another on the 12th

ill be 21 in august.
time is flying by so fast.
I need to get motivated on my GED
like now.

my cousin ben & his gf just had a baby
he is so cute.
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Please...
If you have nothing nice to say
to or about me,
please keep it to yourself.
I really dont wanna hear it.
Im not judging you
so dont pass judgement on me.
thanksss
<3 

       R.i.P.
BRiAN MEEKS.
you will be missed...

im so at a loss for words...
last time I saw him..
he was laughing & smoking 
& just kickin it..
so happy...
I cant believe he's gone...
I guess on a brighter note
he is out of pain..
prolly smiling down on us
still laughing
& swinging his car..
*sigh*

life is so precious...
in just one moment
it can be lost...
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Im gonna take some time & reflect on the past year..
actually I think imma dive in farther then that.
First off its gettin to be that time of year again.
when I usually get all depressed like. 
I never really liked fall/winter.
mainly christmas. I dunno why.
But this year Im lookin forward to it.

Im sittin here thinkin back on last christmas.
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I miss us. I miss how we used to be.
How we used to talk, smile, laugh.
How we used to be real friends
who could trust each other with everything.
What happened to all that? 

today me n my dad
went to petco w/ fatty
[my hamster]
& there was a hamster derby thing.
he hella would have won
if he didnt stop to barf out
all his food.
ugggh.

so then we got ice cream
& now im just chillin
sean gets off at 8
& alex & jose are at the mall.

two meetings tomorrow
lets hope we are productive.
im sure we'll get some stuff done.

mannn
my new bed is ( Read more... )

so...
I went into work yesterday
no one was there but me,otter
richard & sean.
it was a pretty good show.
then the boss came in.
i went to talk to him outside of the studio
& he asked me
when I was gonna do another show.
perfect!.

so now im gonna start planning another show
& on top of that
still working on my cd
& cleaning my disaster of a room.
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