work wasnt bad.
i had alotta fun really.
kicked it with sean all damn day
i missed that.
uhm
after work
hadda babysit
he was bein hella bad

texted with the bf
things are goin good now
and lets hope it stays this way.
im gonna see him tomorrow
after hes done with work n stuff.

so ill be seein him round 8ish
i gotta do laundry
& clean my room a bit
before he comes ( Read more... )

HAPPY BiRTHDAY MATEO=]

soooo my boyfriend is pretty amazing.
i only get to see him weekends pretty much tho
which kinda sucks.
but it makes the time we have together
more special.
and we wont get so tired of each other
fast. lol.

alex is so protective already
but i like it.
it makes me feel wanted
and safe.
anyways imma shut up now
and start gettin ready for ( Read more... )

its official.
04.28.07
lets hope this lasts.
i like him alot.
he makes me laugh
when i dont even wanna
smile.

yeaaaa
i dunno when ill see him next
but last night was fun
my fingers are crossed.
*sigh*
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happy still
good good
texting with him
always seems to make me smile
hes sweet.
definatly someone i want around
for a long time.
i feel kinda sick today tho
it sucks
but hes making me smile.
and that kinda helps

hes gonna meet my sis & bro in law
he met my mom two nights ago.
she likes him.
hmmm
lets hope  all goes well.
tonight cant come fast enough =/
gosh
i ( Read more... )

happy happy happy
please dont leave...
hes so amazing.
& he likes me...
alot.
gahhh
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Im happy
yea im actually really happy
right now anyways.
i like him alot
like..really alot.
hmmm.
kast night was amazing.

i had the guys
[bre & sean] come over
& they brought kristen.
and we all hung out
of course the guy i like "mr ablounge"
was there.
we hung out
and they sang kareoke
and we all just kicked it.
they drank
i stayed sober [as always.]
but it was fun ( Read more... )

so im very hopeful abo=out this situation
i like him
a bit more each day
but a part of me is trying to pull away
i think im just scared of being hurt.
but i deserve to be loved
i know i do.
& i havent been with anyone
in almost 1 1/2 years
fuck.
maybe thats why im a bit scared
and off gaurd.
im trying to be cautious.
he doesnt have alot of time for me
or anyone ( Read more... )

ok so i was basically movin on
and away from mr sac boy
then he has to text me a bunch
of bull shit
trying to make me come back to him
and all his lies & empty promises
i was finally becomming more happy
without  him
uggh.

on the other hand
im trying not to let him interfer
with my happiness as of now
because i see something good
comming of my situation now.
at ( Read more... )

hmmm
my fingers are crossed
this seems pretty much
too good to be true.
gah
please i hope nothing
messes this one up
oh man...
<3

yesterday...
i got tot the skatepark at like 10am
or some shit.
i felt pretty sick. dunno why.
but i was chillin at the skateshops tent.
ya know some kids are hella greedy
& spoiled. ugh it was annoying.

anywho.
lots of ppl were there
one in particular.
was being pretty fucked up.
but whatever.
moving on...

i was watching public unrest.
& realized
i went to ( Read more... )