Well well ( Read more... )

So LJ changed again.. sweet ( Read more... )

Ahhh today was a good day. Besides the cold weather. It was my day off and I got a lot of shit done... I'd like more days like these but then I think I'd spend way too much money. My bank is tapped out for some reason. I really don't remeber spending all this money *shrug* Well I got a new cdplayer for my car the otherday and Jordan put it in for ( Read more... )

So it's my birthday soon... whoopdie fuckin doo ;-) Hopefully I won't be alone on that day... Jordan said he'd spend it with me... That's all I asked from him really... But who knows. We were hanging out a lot lately.. Or talking atleast but I think that is slowly ending. I don't really know. I think he's afraid to hurt me again or just of a ( Read more... )

It's been a LooOoOooong time and so much has happend in my life. Stuff I don't even want to talk about or explain.. But of course I suppose you all figure that my heart got ripped out of my chest and trampled on and well, I suppose you're kinda right ;-) So yeah, Jordan and I broke up. Whoa. That sucked. Prolly one of the most suckiest moments I ( Read more... )

Today I went out apartment shopping... Actually looked inside places. Ugh am I disapointed in a way. They're all so small or run down or won't allow dogs or something. Bleh. I did find one I really like th0... It's cheap, nice location, nice house... it's on the 3rd floor th0.. Eh, good excercise I suppose! It's still in Webster so I'm still close ( Read more... )

I started work yesterday, not bad. It's only the training but I can pretty much tell it's going to be a cool place. Unfortunatly I need health insurance and the insurance they offer SUCKS! :-( I have to remember this line, "to create and environment and dining experience that promises and delivers personal guest satisfaction." Not hard right? Bleh ( Read more... )

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Well well, last night was very interesting. It was Diane's birthday but I never ended up hanging out with her. Jeff and Matt stopped over and within an hour we ended up at Rex's. My depression has led me to smoking pot. Bleh. It's the stress and the anger that really gets to me, so I drown it out by smoking I guess. I didn't only get high, I fuckin ( Read more... )

Well doesn't everything just take a huge turn for the worse. I don't get my life. As soon as I'm happy or as soon as things are going somewhat back to normal... Things go right down the shitter. Here I am again, stuck. Stuck between a rock and a hard place... More like stuck back in this hell we call life ( Read more... )