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hmm time 4 a update.. My x~mass break was amazing~! i spent the hole time with my baby we did so much together it was awsome, probly the best one i have had! we got to hold eacher 4 a hole week!!!!!!!!!!!! thats it i guess...

if ne one reads this comment so i kno if ne one really does ne more

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im sitting here mad.. cause its snowing and i HATE the snow! I hate driving in it! I hate how when it snows i cant see my baby! i hate how i still have to drive to work in it! I hate how its cold n wet! I hate how it makes things icy! I hate how it means theres alot more of it! FUCK I JUST HATE IT! and i miss Nick so fuckin much! I love sleeping in ( Read more... )

Yeah... Im in Criminal Justice write now. I duno why i am writting in this kno one even uses it anymore.But what ever. There is this really snobby girl standing at the comp next to me and i want to punch her in her fucking face! OMG shes like like like like like! FUCKIN A!!!!!How many times can sum one say the word like! I hates stupid cunts! ( Read more... )

Whoah its been so long! Im bored and i dunno whats gonnah happen today so i am just trying to find sumthing to do to get my mind off of things 4 a little bit! Hmm i miss Nick so much i really hope i can see him today! Snow just stoped that makes me happy! I hope that the snow melts by tomarrow cause i have fucking plans and i dont want the to be ( Read more... )

i miss my baby so much =( and i love him so much

i think i am a bad gf.. and i think i say all the wrong things at the wrong time.. and i am crnky and now i think nick doesnt want to hang out with me and its making me wicked sad =( i am a complete fuck up... =(

yeah o pretty much hate evryone right now... i dunno what to think about ne thing.. this day sucks... =( who can i really trust?

guess what im sitting here on nciks lap and im happy but sad at the same time.. im gay!