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There,s something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile

"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an ( Read more... )

at around 1030 last night ..... everything had changed.
hes gotta understand that i love him. & he needs help. & its not something to be ashmed of. 
he could never dissapoint me.
i hope he gets better. & realizes hes a much better person without the bullshit.
iloveyou.
see you in 21 days.

Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairytale
I'm damaged, so how would I know?

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I ( Read more... )

i dont want to feel it all over again. i just want to be happy alone first. i wanna prove that to myself.
i dont want to depend on someone else to make me happy. i just need to be alone for a little bit longer. till im satisfied with myself. & then i can be satisfied with someone i care about.

 i even freaked myself out last night. ididnt think i was capable of doing such things. :)

-[-your a really great friend.
& i miss courtney.

wow the stories were endless last night. haha.
amber i love you.

ian thorely is a really good snowboarder. i admire him.
i remember going to mshs with him years ago...
then he moved and is now a professional snowboarder making it on tv.
i watched his last run on tv and he was amazing.
i didnt know him that well but i hope the best for him and hope one day i become as good as he is.
check him out on youtube!
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a midget with long red curly hair
60 and 80 dollar bills
house full of people
the chase
the chairty collector who only wants 1 dollar bills  ??
the basement
the classroom settiing
the clear body bags full of pot which i cannot open
& then the smoking of brocoli.

what next!? hah!

& given the chance to do it all over again ....

:)